I first became interested in the symbols of the sky in the early 2010s. At the time, I was in my early 20s and was actually leading a reckless life. Although I spent my days having fun with my friends, there was always a feeling of emptiness inside me because I was still a university student and was struggling to find my direction and clear my head. The most accurate description of my early youth would definitely be “reckless”. I was a young woman struggling to find direction and was insistent on hiding the countless traumas created by a patriarchal system as if they didn’t exist in the depths of my subconscious mind. I was trying to create identities that didn’t really belong to me and was leading a “reckless” life because I couldn’t find a sense of belonging.
Look, this photo where I am very young and has long hair is from those days, I like to look at it from time to time, and the more I look at it, the more I try to develop a more understanding towards myself.
When I look at it now, I realize that I did not know how to establish a unity of feelings and thoughts at that age; I was trying to perceive life either only with emotions or only with logic, and of course I was staggering because I was tossed at the two extremes between emotion and logic. I didn’t know much about astrology and celestial signs, I even had prejudices like most people and I was thinking, “How can the character of billions of people in the world consist of 12 zodiac signs? It’s nonsense.” I was just an ignorant child.
As a fledgling young woman, I found myself in so many disappointments, I was so bored and frustrated with the vicious circles that I embarked on a journey in which I struggled to develop the intuition and understanding to prevent those disappointments from recurring; And when I started to take this decision, synchrony reminded itself as usual 🙂 You know, there is no such thing as coincidence, nothing happens just like that. I also came across some signs related to symbols, and so I started to be interested in astrology, which I thought had nothing to do with me until then. Thanks to my birth chart and astrological symbols, I faced the facts and started to feel relieved as I faced them. I began to embrace every part of myself that I wanted to run away from and hide from beforehand; I learned that my sensitivities are not my weaknesses but actually the most important sources of my personal strength. I stopped confining myself either to the infinity of my feelings or only to a stubborn and cold pursuit of logic. I love myself the way I am now, because I learned that true freedom comes from this sincere love. And do you know, I’m proud to turn from someone who avoids celebrating their birthday to someone who eagerly waits to experience the new solar return process every year and strives to establish a unity of emotion and thought 🦀
In short, I started to understand myself, the workings of life and cycles better thanks to the symbols of the sky. This effort has been going on for about 10 years 🙂
Moreover, my interest, which started as a hobby at first, has grown as I researched and learned, and has moved to today with great enthusiasm. I have been progressing in this field as a professional since 2019.
By the way, I was born in 1989. I am an immigrant from Türkiye who has been living in California since 2020. Besides, I have a separate professionalism that is independent of astrology, I worked behind the camera in various positions for years.
I will continue to produce and share with others for the rest of my life, both through astrology and through various creative activities, as serving the collective is a crucial stage in my journey of self-realization.
Also, thank you very much for coming my way by visiting this page.
Let’s bring on the flow of synchronicity in our lives together, come on!